Jai Sai Ram to all devotees!
Baba aapke charon mein koti koti pranam!
By co-incidence, my name is also neeti and right now ,as I was very much
upset with something going wrong in my life,I happened to open this
website to get some solace from my grief by reading devotee's
experiences. As I opened the site and scrolled down a bit to check from
where I left, I saw my name up there. As I read,my eyes got numb with
tears as my grief was also related with astrologers verdict and my faith
in BABA.It was a miracle to get some advice from Baba through a devotee
for my own problem adressed by my name. Although, I could make out later
that it was adressed to another Neeti but still I felt that Baba has
told me all that regarding my problem through some one.A million thanks
for that!
I would like to narrate my experience to show the ways how Baba helps.
He knows what is good for us and what is not.When I came to Canada, I
got to know that I had to study B.Ed again to get into the profession of
teaching.I was told by University councellors over the phone that I had
to improve my B.Com marks to be eligible to apply for B.Ed.I also
realised that even though I'll apply,chances of me getting admission
were one in millions.I had lost all hopes. In my office where I worked
earlier, there was Baba's picture on the wall right in front of my
seat.One day as I looked up at his picture while working, a thought
crossed my mind...Baba,I have heard that you do many miracles in
people's lives,if a miracle happens in my life too.I'll start believing
You!(Till that time Baba was my Boss' God for me). After that I never
thought on those lines.Just in few days ,I thought of applying to B.Ed
course inspite of the councellors advice.This idea came so late...there
were only 10 days left and hundred things to arrange from India as well
as toronto.We did the whole hassel and Baba helped us at each
step...getting the courier from India just a day earlier etc. After
applying,I started praying Baba every morning after reaching office to
bless me with the admission.I applied to two very low ranking
universities and one the best one for this course.I was hoping that I
might get a chance in the low ones and just to fill the third one,I
applied to the best one too.Every morning whenever I would pray, Baba
would give me a smile and talk to me that I would certainly get
admission. This feeling was so...strong that my heart started having
hopes.I got refusal letter from the two low rank universities. Then all
of a sudden I got interview call from the best one.I couldn't believe
that. I prepared and every time Baba would talk to me reassuring my
admission. But my interview went very bad...really bad indeed!I lost all
hopes but when ever , I looked at Baba's picture, He would tell me that
I would get it. That feeling was so ...strong that inspite of the fact
that I knew all odds but I started believing Baba's words that I would
get admission.Then I got refusal letter from that univ. stating that
only 720 candidates were given admission out of 11,000 as per their
merit.I was shattered...but when ever I would look at Baba's picture,I
would get the same message as if He was telling me that I would get
admission. He would give me the same smile.I rather got angry and tried
not to look at Baba's picture. Everytime I would get a glance,I would
feel that He was teasing me saying that I would still get admission!!!
Then one month passed,I used to feel very bad about the whole
expenditure and hopes.One day, I got a phone call from the same
university,asking me ..."" there is a spot vacant in the program,we
would like to know if you are still interested???"
Oh My God! I could never believe that...that was a miracle!!!!!..biggest
miracle in my life...Baba granted me admission in B.ed and that too in
the best university inspite of the councellorrs telling me that I wasn't
even eligible to apply!!!!I could never believe it....then I realised
how Baba really created a miracle in my life too!Baba not only helped me
get admission but also helped me pass that out in flying colors. Now
with His blessing,I am working as a supply teacher in the board.Now Baba
is everything for me...He guides me ,He loves me,He fulfills everything
that I ask for.There are testing times too..but those are His game
plans...So please believe in Him and surrender yourself to Him...He
would take care !!He only knows what is going to happen ,we can only see
the near future!!Imagine an ant on a big football...the ant can only see
the very near objects but Baba holding that football can see where and
how He can make the ant safe and happy....He may pick the ant and place
it in totally another spot cause He knows but the ant will cry over the
change...So, surreneder to Him and I promise you,He would take care and
bless with what is good for us ,which you and I can't see.
Baba,Please help each and everyone in the universe!
Om Sai Namoh Namah,Shree Sai namoh namah,
Jai Jai Sai namoh namah,Sat guru Sai namoh namah!!
Regards
Randhir singh |